I's

I have:

become so insecure and less self-confident since Parker died

I think:

Benjamin is going to give me a heart attack one of these days

I am:

so petrified of going back to Children's National

I love:

my little family.  Without Greg & Benjamin I dont know how i would get through everyday

I hate:

when people compare their miscarriage to our loss of Parker.

I cant:

wait to be a home owner :)

I can:

hear the cha-ching-ing

I will:

be so happy to get past the holidays and to the "regular" time of year

I dont:

know how to find the time anymore

I feel:

like these anxiety attacks are never going to ease up

I need:

a faster fucking car so i couldve passed the asshole in front of me doing the speed limit while i was doing 80+ to get to my hurt child

I heard:

payback and karma are nastier bitches that i could ever be

I enjoy:

hearing lawyers complain about their clients

I read:

ALOT on fastcase

I learned:

alot more about myself after my son died

I know:

there's only before Parker died and after

I like:

that we got our kidless weekend away!

I want:

to share some of my favorite pics from our kidless weekend

VIP Tickets

 

Greg's Favorite Driver Larry Dixon & I

Pro Stock Driver Greg Anderson & I (notice Im wearing my Erica Enders shirt)

Pro Stock Driver Erica Enders & I after i got her autograph!

Finally, a weekend off!

In Jim Head's Pit after qualifying